i painted you away
with heavy, black brush strokes
and
slow, pastel dabs
i wrote you away
using quiet steady pens
and
blatant, loud clacks of keystrokes
i sipped you away,
gulped you down
i giggled you away,
cried you 'til sleep
i slept you away,
awoke to your absence
you were a slow, arduous trek
up this painful mountain
with stunning views
and
crisp, heavy breaths
perhaps my descent
will be cooler,
a striking gait,
with a warm ocean
to greet me at the bottom,
the waves' steady passion
will comfort my realization
that you were never
really
here.